Saturday, October 10, 2009

All in the Numbers...



Number days we've had in 2009 so far:  280

Number of days I have woke up hopeful that a wonderful opportunity would present itself and life would look up:  280

Number of nights I have gone to bed feeling defeated:  270

Number of Americans without health insurance:  Over 46 million. The six of us are now a part of that statistic.

Temperature, right now:  26, windchill 12.

Coffee beans (to make my morning coffee) in my house: 0

Percentage of our current net income that our house payment eats up: 55%

Shopping days until Christmas:  76

Credit cards we have that aren't maxed out:  0

Money left in savings:  0

Money left from investments:  0

Resumes and applications that have been sent out or filled out by husband and I:  400+

Number of hours my head has been continuously pounding:  24

22 comments:

Krista said...

My head is pounding for you! Not that you have any stress or anything! And girl, no coffee beans!? Your day cannot start out hopeful with those circumstances! Sending a little love your way ; )

MitaKay said...

I feel ya, girly. Just keep hangin' in there... this too shall pass.

Laura P said...

Being without insurance SUCKS. We were there for about 5 months. Then got Goof on State medical and us on another state program (way reduced cost medical). We start insurance through DH's work next month.

It is such a pain in the rear. As is unemployment and not having enough money to live.

Good luck! There are many of us out there who have been in that situation (and who still are).

Pout Baby Boutique said...

I completely feel your pain. Hang in there.

Holly

Midwest Mommy said...

Omg, I am so sorry. I hope something, anything comes out of those resumes.

livinginagirlsworld said...

Hang in there hooker. The numbers are bad - no doubt about it. But hang in there, girl, hang in there.

Amanda said...

Oh dear!! My goodness I am sorry.

Number of prayers said for you by me:1

And counting!


Blessings-
Amanda

Kristin @ The Krumwiede 6 said...

I know that *HUGS* and *LOVE* and *PRAYERS* can't make this better right now, but please know that we love you and are praying for things to turn around soon for you all...

Much love my friend...
Kristin

Vodka Mom said...

oh honey, my heart goes out to you.

Number of times the phone rings a DAY and I don't answer it? 100.


yeah. I hear ya.

Hi! I'm Alex said...

Oh my love, welcome to my world! Dumb thing is America thinks it is the best country in the world but all you guys are struggling! At least we can see a doctor for free!

Good wishes sent your way! We are broke too, irrespective of insurance!

Carrington said...

Oh, this was my entire year last year. I'm so so sorry, and I cried when I read this because the grief and hardship is still so raw within my own heart. My husband was out of a job for a whole year, I worked on and off part time (not making much), and we had a baby with no insurance (and no job). I went a whole year never knowing how we were going to buy diapers, or eat the next day. But God always provided, and we found a way to survive. We filed for Bankruptcy this summer. We are making our way through it, and all I can say is to keep getting on your knees and keep praying, because the Lord listens, and hears. For me, it was such a growth experience, learning to live on so little, and being thankful for my family. I'll be praying for you and your family, and health for you guys so that you don't even need that insurance! Hugs and prayers!

~Mendie~ said...

Those are scary numbers indeed Lissa, I can understand living on one income and it can be soo stressful.

Here's another number to make you feel a little less alone: dozens of sisters and bloggy friends that are lifting you up and praying for good things to come!

Stay warm and safe...it's scary times!

Dakotapam said...

I'm so sorry Lissa. Those are numbers that no one wants to see or even contemplate. There is nothing worse than running out of money before running out of month, we've been there and it leads to stress, and marital discord and general unwellness.

I so wish that there was something that I could do. Of course I can't do much, but I will lift you and your family up in prayer.

There sure has to be better days ahead for you, and we will all be right there with you celebrating when that happens!

Two Blessings From Above said...

Lissa, I am so sorry! I will keep you and your family in my prayers!

Bacardi Mama said...

Oh Lissa, I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I think if we are all honest, most of us have been through something like this or similar to it. I know we did and it all worked out. Just try to have faith. Hugs and prayers!!

Christie O. said...

I just know that something will give, I know it! I'm so sorry you're going through this, I'm saying some prayers for all of you! Much love to you.

Mommy Mo said...

OK, after reading that list, I just have to say....THAT SUCKS ASS! On your behalf, I am shaking my fist at LIFE and cussing like a sailor. I am so sorry that life is so difficult for you right now.

It will get better. It will.

Love you, skanky hooker : ).

Heather D said...

Oh hooker. No fun. I'm unemployed since February, and just recently became insured after 7 harrowing months without. IT JUST PLAIN SUCKS.
Big huge hugs. If I could send you a beer with olives, I would (that's you, right?)

Heather D said...

By the way, I have decided to declare 2009 the sh*ttiest year EVER.
Except that I got to know you hookers better. That's a GOOD part.

april said...

I know things will get better. Lots of love, hooker. {{{HUGS}}}

Stacie's Madness said...

damn. I don't envy where you live at.all.

DALewis said...

After reading this post I think you needed the vodka and dancing. Hugs to you. I can't imagine your stress...